Open your heart to those you want it. But keep it close to you and never let go. Let people in and love them the best you can. Give them what they deserve. Get something in return. Don’t let people take from you. Don’t stress about something that won’t change and do something about it. Smile because remember, tomorrow is a new day…
Babies are what make this world go round. They smile and you can’t help but smile back. They do something they shouldn’t and you can’t help but laugh when there’s food all over their face. He may not be mine… but he’s my life.
We all have bad days… today was one of the worst, but I learned a lot today. Second, I had to go to a dentist appointment and had my mom leave her car seat and the base to put in my car for the baby to come with me. Welp, little did I think that I had NO idea how to put the base in my car. Spent at least 45 minutes trying to get the darn thing in and stable, drove around the block and refused to take him anywhere because I didn’t want him to die. I yelled at my mom like it was her fault I had no idea what I was doing and of course felt instantly bad at that… I always do that I need to stop blaming my poor mother. It’s never her fault. It is always my own. Third, I got my grades back from school. I was happy with all but my accounting grades. The realization that accounting is one of the hardest majors ever and I hate it so much has just hit me today. It’s not fun having to deal with horrible teachers who don’t teach you much as well as taking 6 classes, trying to do positions in clubs, as well as work at a restaurant. I’m crazy… and I realized that when I got my grades back.
First, I forgot to set an alarm to babysit my nephew and my sister had to come in and wake me up. I felt really bad about that, but silly me set the time on my alarm but forgot to turn the actual alarm on…
Although it doesn’t seem like much, today was a bad day. But like I said I realized a lot today…
One, my mom puts up with my yelling at her and blaming her for my silliness. She is there for me no matter what. She drives me up a wall when talking about school because she has no idea what she’s talking about. She loves me and cares for me and wants me to do good. She’s my best friend…
Two, my best friends are there for me to sit and listen to me cry to my mom so I’m not alone. They tell me everything is going to be okay and their mom’s explain to keep trying, if you don’t you’ll wish you did.
Today was one of the best worst days I’ve had… light shines in darkness, just keep your eyes open.
(Source: tomorrowbringsabrighterday2)
